I can't take much more. A messy topic to follow.

I am officially on two weeks with this period. There is no end in sight. I am completely exhausted. I don't mean tired of it, I mean tired. I can barely keep my eyes open, my headaches are bording on the severity of my migraines, the joint pain is getting so bad I can't stand it.

I am calling Rick's office Monday and setting up an apointment. It's time we do something. I can't stand up without just flooding. I am having clots that scare me. (I haven't had any this size since pre twins) Oddly enough, my periods start on a regular schedule. I guess the progesterone working here. However, they are lasting 2-3 weeks. Based off my history, this will continue until I am bleeding all the time, for up to a year. At that point, I have lost my sanity usually and get back on the pill.

I spent a month on bedrest before for this, while taking 2 birth control pills twice a day. It took over a month to make it all regular again. This is interfering with my life. I have been trying to decide if that was the case, but figured if I had to think that hard, I wasn't there yet. I am now. Can you tell I am almost slightly hysterical now? Does anyone want to come babysit my kids some Friday this month?

*sigh* I figure this will all happen on the 28th with my luck. That is the kids' birthday, and the party is that Sat. You know what? I don't really care. That is how desperate I am. The other problem with this whole thing is that my MIL works on Fridays, so I have no one to watch the kids while I have this done. I'm at the point if Tony has to sit in the waiting room with them, I don't care. It has to all work out, right?