Hello 2005

This should be a better year. It started badly though. My husband set out to get drunk New Year's Eve. Once our friends got here, he seemed to find his friend much more interesting than his wife. Only at midnight did he decide he remembered who I was. Well, he had gotten affectionate whenever our he saw our friends do so, but it felt so forced, as if I was an afterthought. He managed to stay awake until just after midnight. Then, he fell asleep. There he slept, in the chair in the living room, until I woke him up to tell him the kids were awake at 6.

We got seem really bad news about my niece New Year's morning. My heart is so broken for her. K has been molested. I won't go into details, but it happened. I tried telling everyone this 3 or 4 years ago. No one would listen. I have tried talking to her since, but gotten no where. Now, they have been forced to believe. We have been dealing with this information since then, and I just haven't been able to blog. It has also brought back many memories for me that I have been dealing with. I also have to find a way to make sure K isn't alone with my kids any more (part of the missing details.) and this breaks my heart.

The twins have been such a joy to be around this weekend. Tony ad I have laughed often.

Off to figure out dinner.

Oh, just a note to myself. I am bleeding again. It started 3 days ago.